Carved A New ME.

Thursday, September 29, 2005

wah, totally wrong, but it's okay.
up to you guys to believe,
if there's still someone out there reading my blog.
haha.
feel like closing this already.

carving itself again at 6:26 PM
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Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.But you may be ready in a couple of years.You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's" Your Ideal Relationship?

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance.

How Are You In Love?

carving itself again at 6:10 PM
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Sunday, September 25, 2005

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

carving itself again at 6:16 PM
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

what's with all the english names for celebrities.
its so stupid. its not nice.
i think its just for the name right..to be cool.
ix shen? thats fucking lame
Leo ku..wahlao eh, Gu ju ji sounds much better can
Hacken Lim.
hacken???
guess he must be a Gu hua zai before he became a singer
he is always hacken.
haha.lame fuck.

carving itself again at 11:04 PM
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I really dunt know how to start on this blog entry
It's something i've always wanted to mention.
i just don't dare..i scared. but i have to, because it does not only affect me.

have you had any secrets in your room?
something which you would not want anyone to know. or see?
something which if seen by someone else. your secret will be known?
you will be embarrassed, sad, angry, dejected, depressed e.t.c...?

i have a friend whom whenever i goes to her house, never allows me into her room
when i reached, her room's door would be shut asking me not to try going in, giving an excuse such as, its too messy, there's nothing to see inside.
hmm..it's weird, its creeeeepy.

i tired asking her when she said its messy whether isit her under wears lying around, she said it's not.
maybe there's ugly pictures of her?
i don't know la, i cant think of any reasons now as it is quite early in the morning...3am.

waiyong ah waiyong.
can you tell us what's in your room we cant see?
haha.

carving itself again at 2:33 AM
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

was at bukit panjang plaza today
met up with hz to have lunch.
while we were walking outta plaza
we saw Ming at the Macdonald!
haha
how surprised were we.
like out of everywhere in singapore.
there.
sat down at chit chatted for a while.
nothing much happened
he told us that he will be free for 2 weeks in October.
hahaha. mahjong everyday!!!!!
as i was on bus 180.
there was a group of pjc students sitting behind me
they were talking all so loudly with their all so good english accent.
you know what im talking about.ya
then few stops later, came a group of scdf trainees i guess. or privates? mostly malays.
so, it was quite a noisy bus. but it's okay.
then i heard this guy saying something about ppl laughing at him about wearing a kind of specs to school.
girl:'hey, why do i not see you in that specs anymore?'
guy:'' aiyah, the day i wore it to school, i came late some more, everyday was looking at me and laughing at me, some said i look like a MAT.'
that guy said that quite loudly
he said it in a way where you know that he does not like it.
well, that few scdf dudes turned and look at me, so..i turned and look at that guy la.
then he was looking at me and kept quiet.
nothing happened though
how i wish something did
just kill that jc fucker.

carving itself again at 9:37 PM
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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

another NS man just died in army again.
did not really hear the full story
but i think he just collasped while playing street soccer.
he was evacuated to nee soon medical centre or something like that.
sighs. poor guy. he's carrie's friend.

oh well. why is everyone passing away in army nowadays.
is it due to tougher trainings?
no? isnt it not more welfare nowadays?
i think its really the way we eat.
look at all the preservatives we have in food nowadays.
wats preservatives you ask.
chemicals la.
since when chemicals are good for your body
we know its bad. and we still eat.
hais.

my friends who are in army. please take care of yourself.
i dun want to see a friend of mine passing away.
it sucks. im not 60 70 years old. where my friends starts passing away.
im only 21 and a half.
grr.and i have not gone to army yet
who knows what will happen to me in army.

An banglah visited my crib today.
he came to change some screws in my windows in my kitchen.
i din realise our window's screw needed to be changed.
it costs us 110 dollars.
my mum came home i asked her. why is there a need to change the screws.
it doesnt look spoilt.
she said. gahmen issued everyone in the estate to change.
stating that if you don't change, it may cause potential danger as the screw will rust and come off, and the windows may just drop down and kill somebody downstairs.
and you get fine if you do not change.
wow, gahmen so caring for us people staying at home and those walking aimlessly under our windows. gahmen saved somebody from being killed and somebody from going to jail for attempted murder.

But. i was wondering. huh, gahmen ask us to change the screws, why in the first place if gahmen is so concern for our safety just ask the contractors to install with stainless steel screws?
hmmm.
and every household have to change it after a certain period of time.
its 110 bucks for mine. imagine everybody's.
you do the maths

carving itself again at 5:04 PM
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Monday, September 12, 2005

5 things that i am so thankful to God for:

1. i had xiao long bao at crystal jade today

2. i had katong laksa and the nasi lemak.

3. i had a nice hot chocolate on a cold rainy day.

4. i left one more exam paper.

5. making me miss Wala Wala.

carving itself again at 11:31 PM
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Sunday, September 11, 2005

ah. i just posted the longest post i ever typed.
and i highlighted it so that when i publish it, any error happens it's fine. cos at least i copied it
so i typed ctrl+v. not realising that was paste instead of copy?
and when i click publish post.
the screen went blank.
yay. all was gone but an empty space

It's okay. Lim peh got the mood to type again at 5.02am.
was down at wala wala again as usual.
V, jay, hz, jac(who came so darn much much later.), yyong, jia and meiwei.
oh. did i forgot a group of guys from NS?
yea
a bunch of guys i never thought i would actually be sitting together at Wala Wala
Elyn joined us later too.
notice the bold for her name.? keke.
what what? what you thinking..

coming back to what i was saying.
let's imagine la k..when you wanna go ..say..Chinablack.
to club. to party. to drink. to have fun ultimately.
not to go with people you dunt really want to mix around with?
'eh let's dance....Sorry i don't know you.'
'Neither do i like you.'
hahaha.crap.

why does it never happens that whenever i'm at Wala Wala,
i never get to be with just the people i want to be with and hang out.
some Tom Dick Harry will surely join in.
i sound so anti social, probably after this post, no one will ask me out anymore.
don't you find it weird. when you have two different groups of people in the same table.
talking about different things simultaneously?
and some will be left quiet because they don't have that common topic.
or did you ever realise, the ones keeping quiet. don't even like having them as company?

who likes to go out and party with people they don't like?
unless they have a job to do, to please that person, to let him sign your multi million dollar contract so that you will live the rest of your life in comfort and luxury.

you guys left halfway, as in im talking about you 3. Mei Wei jia and yyong.
thought you all going home, yyong even asked me what time i going home. i said 9.30. she said so early. so i thought you guys staying for long.
then you guys left at around 10? 10.30?
to go halo bar? because there got karaoke more entertaining better than we watching soccer and not talking to you all?
hahaha. i emo liao leh.

maybe you guys might be thinking, was so difficult about just trying to talk and socialise with people you don't really know? Sorry, i don't think i'm that Mr Nice Guy to everyone. i despise people like you, means i do.

i just don't like people like them, sorry meiwei, they may be your close friends and as your friend, im telling you how i feel.lol. like you will read this.
i know la, Roderic, how petty can you get. over such a small matter. you can get all so whiney and emo over it.

But tell you what, I LIKE LEH.
hahahha!
lampah-suaa!

Sighs. think i wont head back to Wala Wala for say maybe the next, erm. erm. 2months? argh, thats so hard to decide. all thanks to Elyn something Caiyun.
As my Wala Wala khakis, you all should know who's Simone.
what elyn did was :'eh Simone, your boyfriend ah? (pointing to the helpless me.)'
lol. it was so fucking embarrassing !
then she actually replied by saying she has a boyfriend.
i'm not disppointed that she has one, well, a person like her..with the looks. hmmm.not surprising. Later on, i actually went to say sorry to her, and told her 'my friend was drunk(elyn)'
haha, and we started chatting.
then hongzhen said.
'thats the best time to take her number la!'
haha. i got no balls leh, you take fiona's then i try my luck k.

Never mind its okay. i remembered Elyn saying, if Simone and I do not work out.
She will be with me! hahahahha.
Hope she doesnt see this man. or i'm screwed.

(please read please read please read please read...)

..X Fingers Crossed X...

wahlao eh. so cheesy.

BUT I LIKE LEH.

carving itself again at 5:03 AM
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carving itself again at 4:47 AM
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Thursday, September 08, 2005

5 things i am thankFUL for happening today.

1. able to go WALA WALA.
2. i was able to meet my ultimate type of girlfriend i wished i had. (made my day.)
3. that my fever has somehow subsided and my sore throat is getting better.
4. that my wildboyz series has finished downloading, and it made me laugh.(its so funny)
5. that she actually said we will meet again next Friday. ice cold beer~

carving itself again at 6:36 PM
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wildboyz
its show whoever is reading this got to watch it man
it's shown on MTV. i think its saturday nights at 8.30pm
remember jack ass?
they are the same crew of people
but now, they travel around places like Kenya, Africa, New Z ealand, Costa Rica, India
remember the things they do on jack ass?
they now do same stupid things ,
but with animals !
things like catching a boa conscriptor blind folded.
swimming in a croc infested swamp in the night!
swimming almost 5 feet near a brown bear.
bathe under the elephant with it's pee.
playing a game with army ant where they will leave the army ant on the nipple, and who ever makes a single noise loses.
hahahahahha!

when they tried flicking the ant off, it doesnt come off.
they pull the ant, and it still hangs on to the nipple. haha.
haha, they go to the forest with a tribesman in Costa Rica.
and try different poisonous plants.
and spank themselves with it
they ended up with bad rash. hahaha.

they go into the waters and touch an electric eel.
ah hahah
their so funny.
got to catch it dude.

carving itself again at 4:21 PM
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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

My heart goes out to New Orleans
was watching some clip
the disaster had changed the place into a city of outlaws
looting is happening everywhere!
they just walk into stores and take whatever they want.
weird..i only see black people.
and i also see black police officers taking stuffs.
Hey President Bush.
stop worrying about bombing other countries for their oil no more.
save some money from building missiles
and help the needy.
having red cross to do live performance shows to
get people to donate isnt going to work.
cos even your own local celebrity Kanye West, said on live television
'George Bush hates black people !'

carving itself again at 3:59 PM
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Monday, September 05, 2005

i'm not going to go out with my sec school mates anymore
it's so boring..
all they do is talk about army army and nothing about army
yes, on of them is not in yet
but they are advising him what to do
cos he's going in this FRIDAY!
lol.
good luck ah seow.
i told them already..the next time i see them
is after my bmt.
hahahah. which i dunno how many more donkey years or months thats gonna be man.
almost all my friends are in army already
i was thinking of somebody.
wait i same company as him
same platoon as him
same section, same bunk how?!
i'll just die loh..
hais.
how's everybody?
my blog seems so dead.
no one's come to visit.
but it's okay.
dun come dun come loh. not forcing you guys anyway.
hahahah
sorry digressing.
there's nothing else i have to say cant you see.
AH SEOW ! i will miss u k.
please call me and tell me how ya doing in tekong k.
hahahah!

carving itself again at 11:38 PM
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