Carved A New ME.

Saturday, April 30, 2005

okay
just woke up ..and its already 5pm phew.
yesterday was the last day of the world economic forum
was excited as i would be able to see MM Lee.
yea. i got to see him. was seating 20 metres away
and he got up to leave. he was 4 metres away !
he look very different on T.v
he looks weak and old.
it seems to me he cant eve walk properly.
anyway i had mixed feeelings.
its ended. i can rest. but ill not get to see many of the nice ppl there already
they make the job so enjoyable.
it makes me want to migrate to work in Europe even more.
the way they work . its just so friendly and flexible.
not like Singapore where bosses purposely look out for u
when u'r not working or do something wrong.
u get hell from them
its totally different
i worked under this Russin Lady called Elena Smirnova.
she rocks. she's just so nice.
yesterday night was the party at some indochine bar
called Bar Sa Vangh.
People i know like Evelyn, Sylvia, Sabrina, John, V, Bainz, Peire, Elena, George, Isabelle, Stephen, Borgh Stren (dunno how to spell his name, its not even pronounce like that.) and many more. the way they party was awesome, they work hard and they play harder.
ok sidetrack
i was watching them playing pool with V. and Elena asked for a massage.
she had to take down one side of the top.
and its those very skimpy top already.
V stunned for a while. and i was smsing.
then he told me. 'My first real life BooB !
im like what the hell...diaos.
Elena rocks. how i wish i could keep contact with her.
haiz.
If this is the way Europeans live their life. im going there for sure.
you should see how the bosses dance man. they look like us.
they just want to have fun too.
when i told Elena that i was leaving. she told me it was nice working with me.
although i did nothing much. but i did something. at least i kept things alrite.
that was my job anyway.
she kissed me 4 times!! but thats the way they say bye bye. so interesting.
im not conservative. at lleast i know respect for each other was there.
if she couldnt be bothered. she would just say byebye.
said bye to bainz as well the swiss. a super nice guy
talked to him the most about his life as a swiss
and mine as a Singaporean and NS.
he's is so much more fun to me.
argh..
Singapore life...eeeks.

carving itself again at 5:17 PM
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Thursday, April 28, 2005

must blog about it.
today started work at shangri la.
well. not as staff of the hotel though
but the staff of the world economic forum
its erm..an org where they gather business leaders
to talk about economic growth
something like that la ah..
met sabrina kuddur at the lobby
thought she was some indian lady
nah. she's one hot chick from ACJC.
but never get to talk to her.
she had her own clique
guess who i made frens with there
elsie pengs daughter !!!!
argh...she was like my mum teaches in Ngee Ann
im like oh who?
Mrs peng u noe who?
peng peng peng..dunt know leh
My mum went cambodia..
ohhhhhhhhhh...haha
my in charge is this lady name Elena .
She's from Russia.
and the other two girls were under these two handsome swiss
Bainz and Pierre.
slurps.
im in charge of handling the companies that joined the forum
the stuff that they sent to us had to be displayed.
yea..then its really different seeing the way Europeans work
i was told to go have my lunch at 12.30.
and i had it till 4..cos she told me to take my time.
and she only called for me when she needs me.
she doesnt want to keep me busy all the time.
suppse to work till 9..but i left at 6 cos she said she got
nothing else to let me do..haha

the Best part is this
i am given lunch coupons for lunch la.
then i told chey must be some complimentary staff canteen free food.
heh..it was actually at some restaurant which is called THE LINE.
its international buffet and it rocks !!
it has so many food.. nice place..chocolate fondeu !! argh.. its like a fountain of chocolate can !
woohoo. had the most shashimi in my life there ..pasta..prawns..oysters..satay..murtabak..dim dum..chinese cuisine.. nasi gorenng..mutton soup..alot ar..argh.

slurps. !!

carving itself again at 12:35 AM
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Monday, April 25, 2005

You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.

What kind of kiss are you?
brought to you by

carving itself again at 12:53 PM
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Sunday, April 24, 2005

why are u leaving me at this period of time
when i need you the most
the time when i rely on you for almost.
Eveything.
I do keep vigil beside you.
Hoping one day, u'll turn for the better.
it doesnt seem bright at all.
it gets darker, darker and darker..
i wanna just spend time with you
i do not want you to leave me.
i do not allow that to happen
i want you always by my side.
Please dunt die.
what am i to do without you?
i cannot live without you.
i wont know what's more in life without you.
Please be better.
please.

i love you.

carving itself again at 2:52 AM
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Thursday, April 21, 2005

sighs. what the hell
feeling full of regrets again
feel like i've gone back to square one.
things that happened to me
bring me down easily
i may look strong but im a weakling inside me.
its hard to forget something you dun wish to.
right?
humans are slaves of their own emotions
no matter how one person can say that they
can control their emotions.
be strong. think positive and everything will be fine.
the feelings are still there.
how do u actually get rid of that.
sighs.
dunno what i talking also.
nvm..
it doesnt matter anyway
ya'll take care k..
especially people that i wont have a chance to see anymore.
hope u all the best in what ever u do.
take care..

carving itself again at 9:52 PM
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Monday, April 18, 2005

wtf is wrong with me.
i wanna sleep. i cant sleep
just removed my bandage of my ankle.
it still hurts.
but i cant stand the stinging pain of the medicated oil
its irritating..
ahhh.. i wanna fucking sleep.
i wanna wake up early tomorrow.
and my feet stinks with the oil.
wonder what's all my fren doing at this time..
haiz..
helppp.

carving itself again at 4:02 AM
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You are longing for a little love and tenderness. At present you are feeling very sensitive and need a sympathetic shoulder to lean on. You don't need any further stresses, strains or arguments so take a deep breath and relax.
You are not be feeling so good at this time. Everything seems to be getting on top of you. What you need is a rest from all of the the present trials and tribulations in peaceful surroundings and with someone - male or female, it doesn't really matter - who can really understand you and appreciates your needs.
You are trying to break away from the mundane existence that you have been experiencing of late. You have many high hopes and ideals but you are concerned whether circumstances will allow you to realize these ambitions. You want to spread your wings - to broaden your fields of activities - but you are concerned that your dreams are just that - 'dreams' which are not realistic. It concerns you that you are not thinking clearly at this time - what you need is to get away from it all, to give you time to think. A short vacation could well restore your confidence.
From every direction there appear to be unwarranted restrictions on your freedom of action and this is producing considerable stress. You're really looking for independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoiding any obligations or anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressures and you would like nothing better than to escape from them but you tend to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this. Whichever way you turn you are being frustrated. You need to be free to do your 'thing' in your own way.
You don't like conflict and you endeavor to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.

carving itself again at 1:19 AM
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Saturday, April 16, 2005

wah..saw many of my frens in nice nice gowns and suits yesterday.
haha. first time i seen them in those kinda clothes.
definitely not used to it
they approached me and i couldnt even tell it was them !
wth.
yea. then said wanna go some bar which when we were on the way
were told that it closes at 2am
so we headed to cheezy monkeys?
which was filled with Vinod's fren.
so..we headed back to chinablack.
went to get a jeans from Jay's
it was fun la.
ok ok la.
did something weird
anyway..
thanks shihui for sending me home
when i was walking to the lift.
i couldnt take it anymore
i was fuckin giddy.
i turned sideways and puked on the floor !
haha..there were ppl ard lo..6 am liaos..
then got one homeless uncle slping at the side bench
opss.
shit.that sucks..had fun with everyone who was there
let me try name everyone k
ME
Vinod
Shihui
LianJin
Kevin Leow
Cindy
Jianning
Cindy
This BIT guy(forgot to get his name) nvm..ill see u next sems.
Hz Baby
His Baby
Hujiuan
Waiyong
Equan
Bingxiu
Glorrrrria
Sze Jia
Caiwei, wenkang, Christopher (they left..think their fren drunk)
oh ! Jayson Wong..haha
Ming gang, Heng Hee, Weiming, Min Teck, Guo wei, Alvin.
eh.. i was just naming everyone for fun..so. ya..im bored.
and i think i have a broken ankle.
and sze jia.. u really look hot that night !
i go rest my ankle liaos !!

carving itself again at 10:37 PM
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Thursday, April 14, 2005

?
opss.havent been blogging
lazy sia
nothing happening in my life anyway
just the usual of eating slping and passing of
hard soft smelly motion.
u wanna know all these stuff meh?
the only thing i have been doing is
ive been reading cookbooks.
haha
nonya ones..quite interesting leh.
anyone wanna be guinea pig?
hehe..ive been home for the past whole week
i need to breathe fresh air.
but it seems to me
my home's air is fresher.
yah..take care ya'll
whoeever reads this..
god bless you !
winks !

carving itself again at 10:15 PM
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Friday, April 08, 2005

wah
just came back since morning.
went to town to meet hw
went to adecco to sign up for job
well..they were telling us about a job at starhub
at their office. not bad..
hmm..
then went to play pool. ah haha
play untill dam shagged.
then go queensway pay for my team jersey
hw bought sandals.
then i went to meet imc and carrie they all
for nydc.
heh. so funny
ya then head on to Alif to meet up with slackers
saw azhari
he's in MLM ..hmm. i not interested
he was blabbling away of his products.
my frens were in awe.
oh well. what the hell
so tired..just reached home..
cant wait for soccer this saturday.

see ya guys at ST-MARY'S !!!!

carving itself again at 12:21 AM
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Thursday, April 07, 2005

today is such a boring day
nearly died of boredom
well..was still thinking back of what she said to me
haiz
i really din mean anything.

Things was just getting borerier and borerier..haha
i started downloading video clips.hmm.nope.not those
ya..downloading clips of ppl doing 4 storey high bike stunts
and falling to their deaths
girl being rammed by a train
a asian idiot whacked by a baseball bat.
so sick
then got street fights.ever heard of UFC? I never did
it's street fighting in a caged up ring.
where ppl with different skills challenge each other
erm..but they were mostly just punching and kicking with style.
saw women cat fight. ahhah those were funny.
saw 2002 best boxing kockouts. ouch.

k.its kinda dumb. but i was really bored.

i really miss you.
dun think you know huh?

carving itself again at 12:45 AM
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Wednesday, April 06, 2005

haiz.
din know i was that irritating.
even to you.
sorry
i didnt knew i made you feel that way
i really din mean anything.
if its thats the case.
then so be it then..

carving itself again at 2:52 PM
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Sunday, April 03, 2005

was awaken by a sms of my fren at 4.19am
informing me that the Pope passed away liao
so sad.
oh well..he has gone to a better place.
a place without worries and pain.
definitely better than this sick world.
hmm..
Pope John Paul.
1920-2005

carving itself again at 5:11 AM
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Saturday, April 02, 2005

watched house of fury today.
nice show.
hmmm..yea.
nothing much to say le..
well..

carving itself again at 10:51 PM
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