Carved A New ME.

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit
it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be I've seen you cry,
I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby,
I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

carving itself again at 2:55 AM
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Friday, August 26, 2005

When you try your best
but you don't succeed
When you get what you want
but not what you need
When you feel so tired
but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

And the tears come
streaming down your face
When you lose something
you can't replace
When you love someone
but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
When you too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just watch and learn

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream
down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream
down your face
And I.....
Tears stream
down your face
I promise you I will learn from these mistakes
Tears stream
down your face
And I.....

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try fix you

carving itself again at 1:11 AM
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Thursday, August 25, 2005

had a dream just now, how i wished it will come through
was talking to my father.
then he took out a stack of 50 dollar notes.
its about 8 cm thick.
he said nah for you.
then pass to me.
then my mum said, not all loh.
then i sian diao, but my mum took out one note only
shiok right..but then i woke up already.
never mind.
think im too into making money already

i missed you.
puppy beagle !!!

carving itself again at 11:16 PM
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

i tot i did well for ibs.
i did everything smoothly and
said everything as confidently
as i should be..but
i got B !!
arghh.
my first call worse. B-
hahaha!
expected that..
oh well.
at least i tried my best
and i know where i stand
improve lohhhh.

i had always missed you.
do you know?
nah.
doubt so..

carving itself again at 5:14 PM
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Friday, August 19, 2005

i have always missed you.
do you know?
i doubt so.

carving itself again at 2:00 PM
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Monday, August 15, 2005

This is just something for you guys.
It's not very nice i think
its stretched as what V says.
haha, whatever huh, i suck at all this.
hehe.
love you guys..

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carving itself again at 8:43 PM
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regarding my msn nick,
i really did saw someone pee.
it's funny and weird. lol.
i guess she's about 16 17? i dunch know man.
Lynette Vinod and myself was at bukit batok
pizza hut, having dinner.
during dinner. we noticed this couple
getting very touchy before their food came.
they were like all over each other.
you know what i mean, no need details yea.
then after dinner. i needed to wash my hands.
i went to the toilet loh
i opened the door, and ..
ya you know.
i saw the girl that we noticed,
she pushed the door back.
and i just stood there stunned.
lol. no need details on her pum pum or.. Pu Na Nee.
nice meeting up with you lynette !!

carving itself again at 1:47 AM
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Thursday, August 11, 2005

respecT?
dun talk to me about respect.
you wanna be respected.
show that you can respect someone first.
you say every now and then i din respect you
please dunt talk about respect to me.
you start screaming and shouting when u step into the house
you're pissed, means u must scream and shout at me?
i din know you were talking, and i closed the door on you.
yes i hate it when u come home,
cause you will start making all noise and its digusting.
thats why i closed the door, but i din know
you were talking to me.
and now, great, u'r screaming at the top of ur lungs through the door
of mine, to make sure i can hear you.
like. what the fuck.
i never knew you once shown me respect.
whatever i did or want to do
you never shown any interest or show any support.
you couldnt even be bothered when i talk to you
you reply with an angry tone cos i asked u more than once
why did i ask u more than once?
cos you din reply me you fucker.
just stop it.
stop saying you wish u would just drop down and die.
how much hard work you gone through to have this family
i know. i KNOW EVERYTHING.
you just had to repeat it again and again and again.
i din take any of that for granted.
but you dun have to use that against me time and time
again.
you dont respect me at all,
do not talk to me about RESPECT.

carving itself again at 3:50 PM
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This blog post is specially for ah tan.
i havent seen u in a while.
so i went to read ur blog.
not bad ah..many updates to be read.
but ah, you also dun have tagboard.
or i couldnt find it?
yiling has a blog too?
hehe.
if u see this. tell me k !!

carving itself again at 1:35 AM
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

U go to changi village.
you see a tall muscular men looking like lady
dressed in a skimpy short denim skirt
with a white top saying 'fuck me'
.

THATS ME !

carving itself again at 3:11 AM
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Saturday, August 06, 2005

But i cant escape the truth..
i'll never be with you..

You're Beautiful.

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Friday, August 05, 2005

I am the Silver back Gorilla.

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hongzhen is a ChimpanZEE.

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Tuesday, August 02, 2005

hais. think i screwed my data gathering call.
it's just wasnt confident enough.
what i put through to teacher wasnt clear enough
argh.
sian...

carving itself again at 4:45 PM
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