carving itself again at 6:43 PM
carving itself again at 1:35 AM
carving itself again at 5:44 PM
carving itself again at 11:57 PM
carving itself again at 11:46 PM
carving itself again at 4:15 PM
carving itself again at 2:23 AM
carving itself again at 5:18 PM
carving itself again at 3:11 PM
carving itself again at 11:57 PM
carving itself again at 12:54 AM
carving itself again at 3:38 AM
carving itself again at 5:15 AM
carving itself again at 3:52 AM
carving itself again at 7:10 PM
carving itself again at 8:09 PM
carving itself again at 7:38 PM
carving itself again at 4:37 PM
carving itself again at 11:18 PM
carving itself again at 6:56 PM
carving itself again at 7:12 PM
carving itself again at 7:32 AM
carving itself again at 10:26 PM
why i see production operation..
this two words..so DIFFERENT !!
KA na sai.
haiz
wat fuck
nvm..i knew cohort analysis will come out
i studied. i couldnt understand.
shihui sleep lioa.
who is there to help me. u tell me lar..
she pig..always sleep so early.
dun wanna share.
Our class invigilator was so funny
he kept picking up our bags like treasure hunt
trying to find where is the phone that is vibrating..
and he found two phones.
and both is rachel's
ahaha..
when he said time up..OK TIME UP !!
so loud.
went for lunch at kap. had the foldover..
then went to meet the guys for pool session !
then eat KFC !! slurps. two peice meal.
hongwei treat me to cheese fries !
wah song.
then challenge with Ming pool again.
i wont 5-3 first round.
he cheated and wont the other round 5-4 !
argh i chased from 4-0 to 4-4 lo..
haha. he din cheat la..he lied..
haha
kidding..
anyway good to see them again
i cant wait for holidays!
BUSINESS LAW.
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Julie called.
then as we were talking heard her dad
said about some earthquake.
haiz.
Asia again.
North Sumatra..8.5 ritcher man
damned.
Hope it wont be as bad as what happened last X'mas man.
Even east coast and punggol felt it.
oh man..
hey u ppl above..do something !!
thanks ar..
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Monday, March 28, 2005
hmmm.
isit a need to have one?
or isit just like a brand.
i dunt know. U tell me.
jaclyn? jacelyn? joelyn? jasmine?
haha..
start to think of the lame names
some tcs stars have. the worst one ive heard
IX shen. remeber him? haha..
wat name is that ? maybe its popular
but i sure havent heard of that name man.
my fren was telling me:
'imagine next time i go out and meet clients, and i
introduce myself with a chinese name. So weird'
wat so weird..siao.
So you saying a frech or a czech have to have
an english name too..
Please leh Khong Shi Hui..
Your Surname is Big Enough Already.
Hi. Im Miss kHONGGGGG..RAHHhhHH!!
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Sunday, March 27, 2005
shihui made me gag and puke
she sent me a video on animal skin peeling
ah fug it
they were just peeling off the skin
the animals were still alive..
only recognise rabbits and foxes of the animals shown
they were still alive..and when they were fidgeting.
they just whack them on the head and step the head
so that they cant breathe
they were showing this animal which was already skinned.
thrown on the truck.
its fucking EYES was still FUCKING blinking !
it fucking got up! and drop back down dead.
argh..
i just hate animal abuse. or what ever
fuck those idiots who still wear real animal fur.
FUCK YOUUUUU !!!
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Saturday, March 26, 2005
wanted to study
started off with one chpt of hrms when shihui
wanted to dye her hair. heh
so went to far east. she dyes her hair..
V and i waited lo..maybe 2 half hours?
saw ah chai and nick..siu siu's frens..
yah..then went to look for lynette at her place there
wanted to eat but all closed.
so went to bukit timah to eat..Lynette looks so cute.
well..all was well when we were eating
till i said something to her..
which i think really hurted her..
erhh..im really sorry.. i dun mean that
it came outta my ass without thinking.
SORRRIEEEEE..
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Friday, March 25, 2005
The Contender is such a nice show
its about boxers..
two groups..choosing who they wanna
represent to fight and choose a another from
the other group
its so touching to see the fights
the amount of energy and commitment
they put in a fight
the love they have for the family
argh..it hurts me so to see one lose
the pain and agony u can see in their eyes
just brings sorrow to anyone's heart.
they sacrificed so much to be on the show
and just to lose it in one battle.
part of life huh?
be able to pick yourself up whenever
you fall.
Najai Turpin 1982-2005
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haha. watched the wedding date
nice show..reminded me..of.heh
oh well
btw..the whole soundtrack of the movie
was songs of micheal buble lo. he rocks.
anyway..shihui was irritating can.
quarck? quarck?
haha...opss..
she's gonna say me again.
confirm !
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005
it was titled taboo
i think its shows about extremes
mostly about what normal human beings
to do themselves.
well..this ep was on body modification
when i watched it it was showing on
japanese tattoo
its like a brush with a dozen super sharp needles.
then the artist will just start poking you
remeber. jap tattoos are almost the whole body
then they were showing this school administrator
who looks like a dork
and when he goes home.
and removes the make up..
his whole body is tattooo head to toe !
LITERALLY !!
They were saying about how japanese society
discriminates the tattoos as they were linked to
the Yakuza and olden days they tattooed criminals
for ppl to despise them.
then those criminals started to elaborate their tattoos.
and i guess that is how tattoos in japan started
and why they still couldnt live with it.
then they moved on to New York, New York
where there is a new type of body modification
its called 'branding'
where one they show the artist using a metal peice
heating it up to and starting pressing onto the customer
which of cos..burns and leaving a scar..
could see the guy was in great pain man.
but it looks cool eh..after everything is healed.
then the other one was this guy who does internal body modification
u noe..the lumps on foreheads and stuff?
haha
he created a device that does branding with electricity
and he just has a normal gun like those tatoo type.
then he starts burning the skin. ouch.
i guess these ppl just have a satisfaction by what they can do
to themselves. i have never once tot of them as bad ppl
they just have a different type of appreciation of their
body and soul which i think they should be proud of.
and to people who dislike them, there's nothing to say to them
they just couldnt accept the fact that humans can look like that
think our society is just not ready.
for that branding thing..its quite cool eh.
maybe i shall start asking around whether
singapore has or not..
hehe
anyway the guy was ending the show by saying.
:'To add on to the pain that i was enduring, i had to
smell my skin burning and hear my skin popping'
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since most of my frens are already
leaving ngee ann
and i do not really know when i will
see then again.
Well. i made many great frens definitely
but some.i wish i didnt. we dont talk now
and i wish i din talk to u guys in the first place
talking about the last year i had
i din really liked the specialisation i was in
but
think it was a blessing in disguise.
the modules werent as bad as it seems
it was really specialised.
and what about other ppl saying us
as the boring and no life specialisation?
well what i noe is that
the people in hrm rocks lo
i've made so many frens in hrm
the lecturers are the best you can find.
i've always heard my frens complain
about their lecturers late for this late for that
being lame about this
demanding that
asking for this and that
My lecturers are the kindest !
they help you in every way they can !!
three cheers for Miss Ho !! woohoo.
how boring can you get.
when u have a hrm day too?
u go overseas trip too?
i mean..we went to thailand when
the marketing only went to KL?
and got so many problems?
haunted hotels?
boring talks?
oh well..
too bad i have to have another sems in Ngee Ann
will miss all my peeps. the chats
that we can have when we see each other in canteen 1
no more.
i wont get to see her in school anymore too.
haiz.
really miss her.
anyway
yea. cant think of anything else to say..
so long !
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
its a quiz i copied like shihui's. go try ! haha...its not easy worr.
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i dunno how am i going to do it
how i wish its all a test
just to see how much or rather..
how deep..
sighs..hope i will wake up soon
i dun wanna wake up if its a test
i hope it is..
can it be ?
will it be ?
i dunt know..
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Monday, March 21, 2005
was just reading thru kev's blog..
hmm..i guess its like that huh?
cant be a relationship between two person
where they love and hate each other
at different times?
wah..thats tough.
Maybe its a r/s where the relationship is
only needed when they need each other?
if not they couldnt be bothered ?
hmm
i guess kevin's correct..
its always the girl's
i see..nowadays, the world's changing.
Most of the guys are always in the
-oh man i miss her
-why she not talking to me
-hmm..wonder where she is..
-cant wait to see her again.
hmm..sound like crap.
nvm..cant be bothered.
somethings i just dowan to continue
here anymore..
Good night world !!
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Saturday, March 19, 2005
ha..quite fun la. get to see my bros again
miss them..
but some of them left quite early.
then left a few..then i decided to go home too
since edwin is fetching us back..
yea..came home at 4 and i only blogged now.
cos..
i was watching fear factor
wah, this ep..i actually gagged lo
they have to crawl in a stretch of pool
of cow intestine heart.and what have you la
then go to one end..take cow jaw bones..
rotten ! filled with maggots
gnaw off peices go back the other corner
drop in grinding machine and make sure its filled
mixing with the already 'meat juice' then down it.
oh man..sick shit lo..
argh.
haha..was wide awake throughout the whole show..
now slpy already..haha. yay tomorrow soccer time !
how i wish had the chance
to spend time with her..
so miss it..
cant forget it..
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Thursday, March 17, 2005
met the pigs just now..
went to al ameen then went to west coast park
pengs..had fun there. played the kiddy stuff.
play catching and pepsi cola? what..is that wat u call it.
haha..and climbed that spider thing
V din reach even halfway lo and he chickened out..
haha..
anyway..we found out today after being together for 1 year..
that V and nette are kindergarden classmates !
they know each other for like 15 years can ~~
we all freaked out..
went to the pasir panjang cheese prata shop for a drink
then here i am at home !
good night pigs !!
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005
again. i came back so early.
my parents are not even back yet
had a test just now..
could say i knew how to do.
thanks to shihui
PRINTER
BEFORE
PREVIEW
haha..opsss..u must be so pek chek
trying to tell me right.
ha
anyway..
i changed my skin already.
its ...nice? right?
sorri jac..just wanted to go home..
was on the bus with ming2 calvin and peiwen
was talking to ming ming
about you know what and you know who.
ya..thats about all
think ill go meet hz and jane for dinner
bye !
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Monday, March 14, 2005
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for the words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
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can i dun do that..
is it a must that i must
putting me through another task
will seem much easier to do..
it is such a hard thing
doing something u dun wanna do
doing something u wish u din have to
was it something i did ?
was it something you said?
can things be like last time
why are things like that
its not easy to forget.
its not...
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no one is talking to me in the library
except Leo..But i dowan to talk to him
argh. he is so irritating
and then hor..got this two girls beside us
trying to show off their laptop speaker quality
fucking irritating and they look like shit.
they pretty nvm la. but walao
they trying to sing also.
wth. ARGH
she looks like shit. really cannot help it
im a nice guy loh..but its really ultimate.
haha..joking la.
but they really very noisy
her singing is so lousy its almost sounds like
Leo's singing !!!
wahlan eh..
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Sunday, March 13, 2005
i did shit.
hai. so sian..life is so boring
cant wait to get work.
in a kitchen?
anyway. i change my blogskin !
but not i do one la..haha
but i find one..thanks Miss Ho !
she did it for me..hehe.
i think its nice le.
but u dun think so right ?
anyway..thanks again k
treat you to dao nee soon !
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Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you
ListenYour true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame
Don't even know what you're worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you're bad and it shows
From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know
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Tuesday, March 08, 2005
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you
You're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind
id left you And when I hold you your almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here
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its so hard to let go.
last night was so hard..just so hard for me.
sighs.
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Saturday, March 05, 2005
was sick in the morning. sorry guys
i din make it for the tournament. but guess
u guys did as well without me..
helped my mum with the chores.
was just lazing around listening music with the ipod
and reading reader's digest.
so boring right..wat to do..she ain'nt here with me..
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Friday, March 04, 2005
How I'd ever make it through
Through this world without having you
I just wouldn't have a clue
Sometimes it seems like this world's closing in on me
And there's no way of breaking free
Then I see you reach out for me
Sometimes I wanna give up
Wanna give in
Wanna quit the fight
Then one look at you baby
Can make everything alright
Make everything alright
When I see you smile
I can face the world
You know I can do anything
When I see you smile
I see a ray of light
I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile
Baby when I see you smile at me
Baby there's nothing in this world that could ever do
What the touch of your hand can do
It's like nothing I ever knew
And when the rain is fallin'
I don't feel it 'coz you're here with me
And one look at you baby
Is all I ever need
It's all that I ever need
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